Reminiscing

Love was once warm, then it became cold.

My fears came alive and sadness became my wellness.

I lost sight of myself, never knowing who I was anymore.

Anger was my response, tears became the only reaction.

I thought I was the shadow of darkness...

I forgot how to breathe.

I didn’t understand how to be human.

I became unreal.

My heart was frozen for too long.

It melted and took a hold of my soul.

There, my soul felt the exhausted embrace—taking charge.

No more room for sorrow, but the imitation of pain was born.

I could feel again; the desire to improve became my newfound goal.

It was always there but intimidation can be present... even from the ones who say, “I love you.”

Love is supposed to make you feel whole in some sense of safety.

How come you wanted to harm me?